today i thought about a lot of things. yes i do think. my whole life just seems to be falling apart. i feel like im slipping away from my friends, my family, my boyfriend, and myself. i dont know whats wrong. i just feel so lonely. i mean its like i dont fit in anywhere. am not one of those kids who fit in with the people who are sad and depressed and i dont hang out with preppy people or the normal people or the druggies, or the other groups. but at the same time im not a complete loner. i dont know how to explain it :
its like no matter what i do i will never fit in. and its not that i want to, just like i dont think i have any one to talk to. i dont have anyone to confine all my thought with. talk about my past with or anything. i feel like a complete waste of space i dont know why i just do, i feel like i have no purpose. i just wish i could run away.